On to the second trimester!

When I woke up in the morning on Friday, it felt like it does on my birthday. You know that you are a year older, but yet everything still feels the same. Although I knew that Friday marked the first day of my second trimester, that all the fear and anxiety that came with the first trimester was now over, I still felt the same. I still felt nauseous when I woke up, I still couldn’t stand the smell of certain food and I still just craved a bagel and fresh fruit over anything else.

We all expect the second trimester to be this magical time in our pregnancy when all the all-day sickness and exhaustion comes to an end, and we will wake up every morning feeling like rock stars, ready to take on the day. So many of us say “oh, I can’t wait for the first trimester to be over, to be back to normal.” But we’re still making a baby, our body is still going through all whacky changes, whether or not we have been down this path before.

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Not the greatest proof of my bump because of how that skirt fits, but I promise it’s there!

With all that said, there is a sense of freedom that comes with the completion of the first trimester. Since so much can happen during those first twelve weeks, it just feels more real when you’ve made it through that, for me at least. Some people don’t even announce their pregnancies until after the first trimester. Which would have been hard for me, since my bump came earlier than that anyway.

I guess it’s time to drag out all those bags of maternity clothes I was so happy to put away last year.

There has also been a sort of “coming of age” moment for my daughter, as well. Since her crib will be going to the new little one, we were lucky enough to get a toddler bed from my stepsister. I’ll post a picture when it’s out of the garage, but it’s white wood, and is just like the one I was looking at online. I can already see the faucets that will be pouring out of each of my eyes, when I take down her crib and put up her bed. I can also see all the bets that will be made on how many times she will get out of her bed and will mosey in to our room. I’m just thanking my lucky stars that we don’t have stairs.

Still isn’t eating solid food though, so I guess she isn’t growing up too fast.

Are you going through any changes in your life? If you happen to be pregnant, how is your pregnancy going for you so far? Share them in the comments and connect with me on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Google + and Pinterest!

Creative Business Journey: Project 2014

Image from Oh My! Handmade Goodness

Image from Oh My! Handmade Goodness

I was moved by a quote that Susan Petersen from Freshly Picked shared yesterday.

“Are you paralyzed with fear? That’s a good sign. Fear is good. Like self-doubt, fear is an indicator. Fear tells us what we have to do. Remember one rule of thumb: the more scared we are of a work or calling, the more sure we can be that we have to do it.”

It’s from Steven Pressfield’s The War of Art and it expressed how I have been feeling lately to a tee. Every time I e-mail someone to see if they want to be featured in my series, there is a fear. My hands get sweaty and my heart races. What if that person hates the idea, or worse, hates my blog? What if they don’t want to bother with something so trivial and small? Luckily, most of the people I have asked have been nothing but wonderful, and if they do pass, they do so with care.

But none of that would have happened if fear consumed me. There wouldn’t be a Yo Momma Monday or a Meet the Maker series if I let the fear dictate me. And I would have never gotten to know the incredible people I have, or would have been able to share their stories.

I have been making a lot of changes – some natural, and some terrifying. In January, when I was thinking about what needed to happen, I knew that I needed to be fearless. To not become consumed by my fear or to doubt myself, but to embrace my fear as a call to action. Project 2014 was the perfect challenge for me, and I love having someone to check in on me to make sure I’m taking care of my business.

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Now that my blog redesign is pretty much good to go, I’m focusing my energy on how I want to see my blog in the future. I’m going to explore the world of sponsorships and partnerships and get more people involved in my blog – expand the community more. Because I know, deep down in my heart, that this blog can be everything I want it to be. It just takes some work, and more than that – it takes confidence.

As for Sweet Mariposa, I need to get to work on creating new stuff! I have made a plan in the past to do all of my creating on Saturdays, but as with anything else, you can’t plan when you create. And you certainly can’t plan it on a day that is usually reserved for family time. I need to go through all of my stuff, and see what I want to build on.

There’s also an insane amount of fear that comes with showing your art to the world. Because once someone makes one negative comment about it, you immediately want to take it down and protect it from the cruel world. But, depending on the comment, there is a lot you could learn from it.

Is there a flaw in your work, or is it just that person’s opinion? Do you hear the same comment from different people? Maybe the message you’re trying to convey isn’t clear, and you need to change some things up. Or maybe…you just need to accept the fact that not everybody will love your work like you do, and move on.

How do you handle your fear? Is there anything you have been wanting to pursue but haven’t out of fear? If you want to share, please feel free to do so in the comments and on my Facebook, Twitter and Google +. When you share, you give others the chance to support you, and possibly even learn from you. You can find more of my creative business inspiration on my Pinterest.